Close My Eyes

Why is it every time I close my eyes I think of you and see you? It is like a drug being around you. I want to move on, and I try Lord knows I try. I keep hoping but why do I do this to myself? I need to accept that what I feel is nothing but a foolish dream. Friends tell me there might be hope just give it time, but I feel there is no more hope. Everytime I close my eyes, and I keep hoping you will have the same feelings as I do. I have no idea how to move on. I try to pretend I have, and people accept I have. I put on this facade to suppress my feelings.